Hello,
I'm new, which you may have guessed from the title. I'm so sorry if I've posted this in the wrong place, please feel free to move it if needed. I found your site while looking for information on reading thee Quran and it' been amazingly helpful, but I have a couple of questions if somebody can please help me?
I'm actually a Christian hijabi (I also studied world religion at uni) and recently I've been struck with the dilemma of the trinity and not being able to consolidate Jesus as being part of God. I have always been concerned by his worship, and I was walking one day and just realized that the way the bible was written made no sense and that I couldn't see Jesus as more than a prophet.
I've started to fear that my heart is more Muslim than Christian, and started reading bits of the Quran and trying to learn more.
I have a couple of questions though, and I apologize if they seem uninformed or misleading:
My first main question is the Kaaba. By praying towards it and circling it on pilgrimage - is that idolatry? I know there are a lot of methods put in place to prevent idolatry in Islam (I read on here about prayer times not corresponding with the sun rise etc) and I was just wondering what methods were put in place to prevent the Kaaba being viewed that way?
My second question is whether there is an ideal way to read the Quran. I'm worried that I'll not find good sources if I just google it. I read on here before that you recommended to just read the whole Quran cover to cover with a highlighter and I'm currently doing that, but I wasn't sure if there were recommended first verses to read or anything.
I probably have a hundred more questions, although I'm finding the QA section really helpful and I've probably read half of that already!
Thank you
Hannah