My dear brothers and sisters,
As-salamu alaykum.
I hope you all are doing well by the grace of Allah.
I wanted to share with you guys a thought that I get in my mind which stays secret with me. I am not too old yet, but I have gone through a lot in life, a lot of struggle and difficulty. I try my best to follow the Quran-centric position in practice that we all have. I try to establish the 5 daily salats everyday, fast in the month of Ramadan, memorize surahs and ayahs of the Quran and read the Quran with meaning and understanding, and I try to be nice and kind with my parents and everyone else as much as possible. However, my dear brothers and sisters, I also secretly wish for God to end this world. I get this feeling sometimes, and I really wish for the Day of Judgment to arrive. It's not that I am not scared. I am very scared, but I still sometimes feel that way. I am not sure if this is a normal feeling, and I don't mean to offend anyone. It's just that all the injustices and wrong things that happen in this world everyday just baffles my mind.
Does anyone of you ever feel this way?